Monday, February 25, 2002

Varsity 66 yo

The last few days I've felt like blah. Maybe it's because I no longer have blood running through my veins; I think my body replaced it with EasyMac and Wheat Thins. Or maybe it's because I lost like 11 hours of my weekend to the books. More than likely the reason is the latter but still EasyMac and Wheat Thins is still a plausible cause, don't you think?

So this weekend was blah :-). I kinda realized that I am not in the best state of mind. I'm happy and all but I have no motivation. I don't really want to go out and have a good time and be merry. I feel like sleeping. I don't want to have circles under my eyes and people telling me I need to talk about things when I have nothing to say. I feel like I'm prodded with questions, an ungodly number of questions, that if I don't anwser, someone will get upset with me. Honestly, I love the general interest in my life and how I feel but this week, I don't feel like talking. I don't even want to go out. It's not that I'm not happy with the way things are going in my life right now, it's totally cool but I'm worn out. I guess I'm just tired and defensive and feel like I need my solace for a little while.

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