Monday, January 03, 2005

7:10am.

I got home last Thursday terribly angry at how one of my projects is going. In fact, I was so enraged, I could not physically bring myself to drive to work on Friday. So I stayed at home and tried as best as I could to forget about Thursday and just work on my basement. Well, it worked until today.

I got here and all of the frustrations and painful, pathetic worries came right on back. I have to learn to stop taking things in so much. I have to learn to let go and back off. I have seriously have to learn to say "fuck it" every once and a while and trust that things are going to work themselves out. Most importantly, I have to stop being so f-in hard on myself.

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