Monday, December 22, 2008

T-9 days 17 hours until a historical new year.

It's gonna be a tough year.

Thursday, December 11, 2008

new email:

"someone has messed with our website and as a result, some documents are missing or severely damaged. we are asking everyone to resubmit all submittals."

you mean, I really DIDN'T screw up?!? Yes! I mean, wait, F. I have to do it all over again. Shooooooooot.

Monday, December 08, 2008

heart beating slightly faster.
open the email.
open the attachment.
There's an attachment to the attachment?
I'm supposed to re-submit everything?
heart beats harder and faster
I can hear it in my chest.
thud, thud, thud, thud
What if I missed language that said this is a CTP instead of an EPDM?!
thudthudthudthud
OMG - this is terrible!
I don't deserve to be here if the data was rejected!
heart travels to throat
thud thud thud
OMG OMG OMG - this could be career ending.
thud
swallow
thud
breathe
thud
breathe
Stop it!
Stop this!
Wait until you see what this is about before you freak!
thud
breatttthhhhhhheeeee
thud
sigh
heart returns to chest
heart slows little
mind is calm now
everything is beginning to slow.......

Wednesday, December 03, 2008

are we ever going to come out of this? or is michigan in for another painful market free fall? please stop the bleeding!